perhaps it is true after all..most people don't think of writing anything when they are happy. writing is for unhappiness..recently, i found myself being irritated at the slightly things...and sometimes even at nothing. so my mummy asked:" so why are you angry?"

"nothing" i thought. well, from the look on her face, i know she didn't believe that...
But seriously, i really don't know.

if you insist in getting a definite answer, then perhaps the reason is sleep. Maybe i really need more sleep. " are you sure you get angry just because you lack sleep?" i asked myself.
Hmm...i think not jut that then.

Alright, then i shall use this space to express all displeasure!

first and foremost, the terrible PW. i just don't understand how a project has became such a chore. for you people who thinks you love projects, think twice. PW is definitely different from what you had come across before. i believe this is one of the projects which makes you realise that planning anything in this world is not easy. this is the first time i had to gather so much information about my project, realising that i need to analyse and evaluate whatever i had done.
Not forgetting the drafts we had done. But it is just so depressing to see that others have done so much better than me despite the efforts put in..

Going through easy, easy, easy maths questions is something i hate too. it makes me feel silly. i guess i just don't have that patience. and since i have been so unhappy about it, i decided to stop.

The kind of lessons are also becoming "not my cup of tea". the ones i dread increases whilst the ones i like reduced. this is seriously not the kind of style i want. but nevertheless, i can't do anything about it. So, i keeping moaning and grumbling...i know this is useless, but at least i can complain.

the rest comes from some unknown spiritual field which affected my mood.

O_o"

i just felt like giving some "eye colour" to people.. *ouch!

maybe a long massage can ease my moods.

*i m totally toking craps

it's 7:59 PM now